After view

Dear Journal,

I never thought that I would die so soon in my life, or by the people whom I trusted and thought were my friends. I didn't think that my friends could be caught up in evil doings. Even Ralph, Piggy, and Samneric danced with Jack, their cuts and bruises prove they did. Even if they claim they weren't there the proof is on their faces. The most outrageous part is that Ralph and Piggy don't want to believe that they took part in my death. They just try to convince themselves that they were on the outside of the circle watching. Especially when Samneric emerge from the forest claiming they got lost and left early because they were 'tired'.


Jack, on the other hand, doesn't seem bothered at all about what he and his hunters did. While I watch him and his savages in their village I wonder what happened to make him barmy. His ridiculous excuse that he tells his savages was that I was a beast in disguise. He also tells them that the real beast is still out in the forest. I know that the 'real beast' already has attacked them; making them into more of monsters then of people. Even if they try, it will be impossible to be purged of the evil. When Ralph was the leader of the tribe there was no torturing littluns; but with Jack leader of his own tribe, there is. From where I was, all I could do was watch as Jack and a few other hunters beat up a littlun named Wilfred.

Also when Ralph was leader no one stole or attacked each other while they were sleeping. When Jack and his tribe needed fire they did attack Jack and the others. Instead of asking them to use some of their fire or doing something rational, Jack, Maurice, and Roger all went together fight the few people left of Ralph's tribe. It was dark and when I looked closer I saw Ralph punching Eric over and over in the face, until Eric pulled his knee up between Ralph's legs. It was too dark for them to see what they were doing, so while they thought that they were fighting Jack's tribe, they were actually fighting each other. When the fighting had died down, it was an illumination to find out that Jack had taken the advantage to steal Piggy's remaining glass. I feel disgusted with Jack, I always knew there was darkness and evil within him. Now the theological beast is showing himself more and more inside of Jack. Pretty soon there will be nothing left of Jack; only evil.